I am starting to feel Blah.. nothing I have looks good on, when i try to get new clothes nothing new looks good on, i am in an inbetween stage which is not a good look for me... my breast have grown much larger, and now i feel like i have double boob when I wear my bras, my belly feels like a jiggly ball as it has not yet hardened completly.... my rear end i feel as thought it needs a seat of its own and my body is just feeling a little "loose" yeah "loose" is a good word....
so what to do?!!? is this just the inbetweeney stage?!?! will I be over this hump soon?!?! will my belly harden soon? will my body tighten up again?!
and dont get me started on the Prego Pants... seriously GROSE!!! I feel so nasty in them, first off yes i menationed my rear needs a seat of its own but seriously I dont know who they make the Prego pants for because when i put them on there is nothing more discusting of a feeling when they droop down and just about touch the back of your knees at the end of the day, and the waist is all loose, thats right... I have some pairs and thats how i feel in them , but then when i wear my me prego pants i feel as though i am moving my baby to my back squeezing her up to tight... so what do i do? i buy the un flattering prego pants so baby girl is comfy... and mommy feels like a loose slob..... see how much i love my littel girl already? I will wear the ugly pants for her....
now dont get me wrong, i could get a really nice designer pair of prego pants, and i have tried them on, but i am not going to spend $150 on prego jeans when i dont spend that amt of jeans when i am not prego... so cheap we will stay with the pants...
maybe all of this rambling of how i am feeling is due to the fact that I havnt worked out in so long except for my momma yoga i do on wednesday nights.... or maybe its because my roots are touching my eyebrows and my hair is sitting on the back of my kneck causing me to be iritated... ....
one can only hope.... so today I am getting m hair cut and colored... at 3:15 I am trusting that I will feel like one pampered hott momma after this apt, and then i have yoga tonight. believe it or not, i feel a little better already just letting this all out in the open...
agh how refreshing it is to have a blog :) well now I must go stare at myself in the mirror for a few more minutes deciding on weather or not i am really going to walk out of the house like this ..
Love ,
the inbetweeny stage momma
